Why do I write this crap?

Ok so I am tired, worked all day and feel like poop. I wanna just crawl into bed but I figured, I haven't written a blog in a long time and probably need to do so. So I am workin to save money for movin to Nashville in august. Although all I can think about all day long is just being away from here, living the life I enjoy rather than this temporary one I am forced to live. I hate 9 to 5'S. I hate the monotony of being in the same place, doing the same thing every day for 8 hours straight. That is frustrating. It's not like my job is challenging or exciting to me in any way. I take customer service calls for Bank Of America, which by the way, totally gettin a bank of america account asap! I guess thats the one cool thing thats come out of this job. lol I spend my spare time workin on promotions for the band, up till 5 am usually workin on that, conference calls in the morn, maybe catch a little MEEKAKITTY on youtube before headin off to BOA CENTER, then back to the apartment for more work a short nap they call sleep. lol

So life is, how do you say, shitty right now. I know it works toward the good though. God has a plan, and sometimes his angels feel more like punches to the face rather than helpers. lol But I know it will all work out, just a few more months of this mundane garbage and then I'm off to LA to record the first full length indie album with ZOBEST ENTERTAINMENT, very exciting stuff mind you. I have a concert this weekend in Morgantown, wv at a cafe called SOZO, very souped for that. ALTHOUGH, I have so much to get done and not enough time in my day for all of it of course. I am freaked a tad. So much to do, not enough time to do it in, and I'm only ONE person, go figure. lol But I need to just release all that stress and let it go, so tonight before bed, I am gunna just hand it over to the man upstairs and watch him take care of it all. :) Pray for my sanity.